I was 12 and had grown up on a farm in Kentucky. It was a hard way to grow up but I wouldn’t find that out until later in my life. Needed something for comparison.
I didn’t much like my life. Didn’t know why? I rode the school bus every day and there was this older kid that would beat me up almost every day. I didn’t know why? He didn’t say. Nobody seemed to care. I guess that fit my life as much as anything. One day I went with my parents to town and found “Muscle & Fitness “ Magazine and that got my gears turning in my head. It was right there when my life changed. Not so much from how I looked but from a standpoint that I could possibly vision me “taking control “ of my little world. Until then I didn’t feel had any control.
Anxiety is the dizziness of freedom. Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards. Life is not a problem to be solved, but a reality to be experienced. Purity of heart is to will one thing. Once you label me you negate me. Don't forget to love yourself. To dare is to lose one's footing momentarily. Not to dare is to lose oneself. Søren Kierkegaard Danish philosopher
Very inspiring